Worry

I don't want us to end like that
The quickly petering out one-day-you-love-me
Next-day-you're-trying-to-love-me
You-don't-love-me-anymore
That I see all these others going through
Because I wouldn't know what to do without you
You say I don't trust you
But
All my trust's in you
Please think back baby
You are who I turn to for everything
And if I didn't trust you with my heart I wouldn't leave myself so open
You know I've been hurt
And have a hard time trusting
And am looking for any hurt that could be coming
But I'm trying to toughen up and be your little fighter
Please trust me I've no desire
To fuck up the best thing that's ever been in my life
You don't fight fire with fire
Anymore than you fight fear with hurry
You fight it with reassurances and reminders
I know that I'm far away
But that doesn't mean I think you'll stray
These separate people my mind makes you
Won't be you
And I'm still learning to be in a relationship where you love me too
The first, the only to ever love me
To open yourself and trust in me
I promise I'm gonna fix this
I know my language breaks it
But I'll always be your pixie in the end