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WorryI don't want us to end like that
The quickly petering out one-day-you-love-me
That I see all these others going through
Because I wouldn't know what to do without you
You say I don't trust you
All my trust's in you
Please think back baby
You are who I turn to for everything
And if I didn't trust you with my heart I wouldn't leave myself so open
You know I've been hurt
And have a hard time trusting
And am looking for any hurt that could be coming
But I'm trying to toughen up and be your little fighter
Please trust me I've no desire
To fuck up the best thing that's ever been in my life
You don't fight fire with fire
Anymore than you fight fear with hurry
You fight it with reassurances and reminders
I know that I'm far away
But that doesn't mean I think you'll stray
These separate people my mind makes you
Won't be you
And I'm still learning to be in a relationship where you love me too
The first, the only to ever love me
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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